“I want it to be clear that it is because of the vaccine I’m fine,” she said.
In the same interview with Stern, Eilish revealed she had Covid in August and was unwell for two months and is sure she “would have died” if she hadn’t been vaccinated. “It’s really hard to meet people when, you know, people are either terrified of you or think you’re out of their league,” Eilish told Stern. The singer said her fame had made it hard to date. It was because I thought that’s what I was supposed to be attracted to,” she said.Įilish, who started her career wearing baggy clothes to prevent people from commenting on her body, became the youngest person in history to win all four of the top Grammy awards in the same year when she took home the statuettes for new artist, album, record and song of the year in 2020 at age 18. “The first few times I, you know, had sex, I was not saying no to things that were not good. In the ballad Male Fantasy on her second album Happier Than Ever, she sings about being home alone and distracting herself with pornography as she recalls a broken relationship.Įilish said she is now angry at herself for thinking it was OK to watch so much porn. “I think it really destroyed my brain and I feel incredibly devastated that I was exposed to so much porn,” she added, saying she suffered nightmares because some of the content she watched was so violent and abusive.Įilish, who was homeschooled in Los Angeles and has seven Grammy awards, is known for her often dark lyrics.